The circle is an ancient symbol that denotes continuation, movement, connection, and wholeness. It embodies the essence of the infinite nature of existence. When you attune to the energy present within this source of totality, you can more easily embrace your challenges with the understanding of the greater container available for healing. In other words, the circle helps you to recognize that you are not alone.

As I highlight the paradoxical, metaphorical essences of Sun and Moon, I reflect on the emotional polarities felt by all humans and the internal contrasts within myself. Developing deeper awareness of my dynamic differences within, has allowed me to create a greater sense of balance, in all ways. 

BLACK-EYED SUSAN MEDICINE: DARKNESS INTO LIGHT

First morning chill. 

Embarking on the shadow ship. 

Days start to blend into night. 

In this shift, the glow softens, warmth lessens, flowers fade. 

I traipse outside, snips at the ready, an Edward Scissorhands stance.

Crisp black blooms fall silently towards wanting soil.

On the tip of the headlands in San Simeon on a windy day in June, I’m having a surreal experience of connecting with Nature. About twenty-five of us are “hunting” for Bumblebees, as they whiz past us on gusts of wind. My hair furiously flows into my face when I hear a hum behind me. Grasping the wooden handle of my insect net, I whirl around to capture a Bombus just as they land on a sinewy stalk of golden Yarrow.

Flowers offer a delight for the senses, with their delicious fragrances, glorious colors, and beautiful forms. A manifestation of nature’s magnificence, their presence contributes to personal wellbeing by simply appearing before us.

Working with the energy of flowers is my passion. Through the years I’ve learned to listen carefully to the 38 Bach flower remedies, and to receive their messages as medicine. As a Holistic Healer, I recognize the power that lies in being able to shift negative thought patterns and limiting beliefs, through inspiring language.

It’s been a heck of a rainy season here in L.A. Something we’re not quite used to. The chill finally set in, and the golden glow is shrouded by thick clouds heavy with damp. I take baths, wear sweaters and lately my favorite thing to eat is spicy red mustard greens, one of my winter faves.

As a child, I experienced traumatic events that left me struggling with their after-effects for years. During my teenage years, I turned to unhealthy relationships and self-destructive behaviors, such as drug abuse and neglecting my own well-being, in an attempt to cope with the pain.